March 8, 2021 ~ The worries

My youngest is a worrier.

He gets it from me.

I try not to show it, but I am a worrier.

So when he announced, at dinner tonight, that he had received his PSAT scores, I waited.

He paused. He said his score.

I said, “Great job.”

“Well, I did better than last year. I really improved in math, but not so much in reading.” The irony not lost on me (his reading teacher mother) sitting beside him.

“Great… that is the goal… improvement,” I respond truly meaning every word. He looks over at me trying to see if my sincerity is real.

He looks back at his dinner and continues to eat. A sign that his worry is gone… for the moment.

“So how much more does he need to improve by the time he takes the SATs?” My non-educator, often oblivious, well meaning husband asks.

I shoot daggers through my eyes, across the table as rapidly as they will fly. He looks back shocked at my response.

“I don’t know, dad. I’m a sophomore. I don’t need to worry about SATs yet. Right, mom?” He asks looking from one end of the table to the other.

“Nope… no you don’t,” I reply.

Perhaps the worry can be held off for a few more days, or weeks, or even months.

4 thoughts on “March 8, 2021 ~ The worries”

  1. I love this line: “I shoot daggers through my eyes, across the table as rapidly as they will fly.” I hope you can continue to hold off those worries for your son (and yourself!).

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  2. Boy, your slice reminds me what power we parents have. My children have always told me how my responses means so much to them- they read between the lines, so I have to be so careful. Sounds like this was handled beautifully. I really like the structure of your slice. A powerful small moment.

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